There are times when I feel overwhelmed with the gift of my life, and I wonder why I have been so blessed. I live in a beautiful place. I have friends and family who love me. I am healthy and strong. I’ve worked hard, planned well, and have what I need. In fact, I can help others around me, which is a gift in itself.
I will admit that even with all these blessings, there are times when I struggle to find a sense of meaning and purpose in my life. The volunteer work I perform on boards and on the ground is important and helps. So does that time I spend in the outdoors hiking, biking, skiing, or kayaking. But while these are joyful experiences, I still feel that spirit is calling to me, drawing me towards my personal soul’s journey.
And I wonder, how often have I heeded this mysterious call, and how often have I turned away, distracted by the tumultuous jumble of life? More importantly, will the voice of spirit abandon me if I ignore her? In the darkest moment of night, I awaken to dreams of unbridled travels, chaotic journeys through unknown places, and wonder if these are messages beckoning me to follow my own path.
What is that path? I feel closest to it when I share my words, either through writing or speaking before an audience. My soul seems to rise, speaking or writing through me, as I channel some deep source of wisdom.
So thank you. You who read and absorb these words, and let me know that they touch you. Thank you for reflecting back to me the profound ways we are connected. Even if you do not know me, we are joined, for a sacred moment, through a spark of emotion that leads each of us on our unique journey.